So as another year ends, another birthday soon approaches. This year I have decided to give thanks, not just to God, or those who buy me gifts ( although the lot that does will probably be on my fave list for a while). I wanna thank my parents, they could have aborted me, would have been a whole lot cheaper; which is why I don't quite believe in it, although a child may not be born in the best of circumstances, none of us are aware of what the future holds and I just see it as selfish when we assume that this bundle of joy can do more harm than good. Back to the point at hand as I seem to be straying, I wanna thank my grandma, who was and always will be there for me , even when she's not "here" anymore. My friends and family otherwise, I realise I am in no way the easiest person to tolerate, and I wanna say I appreciate it ( tears are forming ). I am demanding, mean, miserable and countless other things, yet as the people who love me, you hold on the positive of me and that is indeed enough for me to be thankful. This 22nd birthday just feels like the year I wanna buy my friends gifts( but that's not gonna happen). I may not have a boyfriend or even that degree I would have liked to have by now, or Monique or Amarantha here with me <3 its ok. Cause although I don't have all I want, I pretty much have all I need. I am learning and still loving. So to all of my loves ones thanks for making my 22nd yr of life worth it.
Here's Hoping I stick with you ......Caramel :)
